So about 5 months ago, I had this dream.
DREAM: It was like nothing in the world mattered to me. It was like a white land of nothingness. I was alone for a little while, sitting in a corner, resting my arms on my knees. Then it was like he saved me. Just saved me from the cold, dark nothingness; no matter how light it was in the room. His embrace was far beyond how i would ever imagine. His short blond hair runs through my fingers. Then we just laid there, cuddling. Aiding the emptiness I'd carried around for 3 years. And since hes taller than me, my head rests on his irresistible abs. Never wanting to awake.
THE TRUTH: well the truth, or rather background, is that the hero was my ex-boyfriend. He had always been there for me, even if we'd broken up. And the last time I ever saw him in person was the night I slept over there on my oldest brothers birthday. That night was amazing. I don't recall a time I was so happy. But then again none of it had happened yet. The following morning I got picked up, that's when my parents told me and my twin brother, Connor, that our house had burned down. And I had caused it, I lit it after all. But its not like it was intentionally. After that, every now and then I would go on Facebook.com and type in his name, Timothy Gladwell. Not out of hope or desperation, but curiosity. I mean I never got to tell him about that day, little did I know I was not the one with the big news. I finally talked to him and he told me that he lived in the streets, his parents were on hard drugs and he was put in foster care, taken away from his siblings and parents. and that he was just recently been adopted. So we talked and talked and we flirted and kept in touch. And I believe that i did love him... I may have been young but we had been together 3 years.
INTERPRET: To dream that you are alone indicates feelings of rejection. You may be feeling that no one understands you. I had never had the same connection with anyone else like I did him. They would all be out of place, or pointless relationships. Some got really jealous, which makes me frustrated. So I'd end it, maybe I had just been afraid to let him go, but I wasn't the only one. To dream that you are hugging someone symbolizes your loving and caring nature. You are holding someone or something close to your heart. Alternatively, it may indicate your need to be more affectionate. I couldn't find anyone decent, who would like me for me. None of my previous relationships were serious. I guess I missed the idea, the acts and the teasing of him. If your boyfriend is away and your dreams of him involve a lot of touching, then it signifies how much you are missing his presence and having him nearby. I had missed him more and more every day, and just hoped things could be like before. I would want to hangout every weekend, but it wouldn't happen because neither one of us had rides. The dream is telling you not to take the day to day things for granted. Learn to cherish the smaller things in life. He had once told me to "Cherish what you have like every day was your last, because you never know when you may lose it. Forget resentment, forgive peoples faults." After all he'd been through I couldn't believe how he'd keep going through out the days, weeks, and months. How he could wake up, and put a smile on his face. I wish to be as strong as him.
Live, Forgive, Forget
